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Date: Saturday, March 28, 2009


Lots of things happened recently & that's why I felt like posting again suddenly, but with a very bad mood. Last Thursday, 9 of 3N girls sat down and talked. We tried to clear all misunderstandings, but it doesn't seem helpful. Everyone tried to talk out, but in the end it seems like we're quarreling, I did nothing, but kept quiet. History's gonna repeat again? I'm very tired of all quarrels, jealousy and stuffs like this. I'm tired of it.

Seriously, it's going through my mind again and again. Who's my true friends? Who's the people around me with 2 faces? To others it might be stupid of me to think of all these, but I really trusted every single person that I know as a FRIEND. I trust friends cos I cherish them, I don't wanna lose any one of them. If one day, I really had to choose side, I really will break down and might as well give up on everyone.

It's been a hard time for me, I really wish this could end faster, as soon as possible. It's been bothering me, I don't want this to continue, can I get peace? I just need 2 person by my side now, the 2 true friends I have; Theo Laopo & Eugene Mui.

This 2 true friends have been beside me for 4 months, there's quarrels, but we would always still clear misunderstandings 1 by 1. No matter what happened, whether if I'm sad, happy, angry or moody, they would always stand by my side, no matter if it rains or shines. We've been through ups and downs, we've been through times when we're not strong. But to me, they're still the peoople I trusted most. I told Eugene yesterday, I felt bad leaving him alone this few days, I felt guilty. He's always there to cheer me up, make me happy, but why did i just left him out so easily? I felt really guilty.
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You said you'll be here,
but now, you left me alone.

I've decided to throw away all my troubles, and get back to work.

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