Things is not going smoothly again,
where are you?

Moodswings
Taken for granted
Failure

I don't know what to do
I just need a listening ear
someone whom can keep my secrets
lock it up and not let anyone know
not let anything leak out from anyone's mouth
can anyone just be like this

I really don't see any future for me
All I wanted is to do everything to the best
I am trying, but it ended up not what I expected

I felt like such a failure.
I'm so imperfect, so so far away from perfection.

So many things piling up,
responsibility is the keyword for every task I get
I don't do 1 thing, it's equals to no responsibility
I really can't hold on to it anymore, feeling like giving up on everything

I need to go somewhere far,
for a long break

But I know, I can't.

All I ever wished was you to concern about me,
ask me how I'm living, and be my listening ear
but I guess that's all just miracles if it really happens
to me, there's no hope in life

No more.
I wish you were here at this time,
but you're not.