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This post is going to be a very emotional one, there's a lot of things bothering me now.

Firstly, results is not good. I failed 2 subjects, that I studied so hard for. In the end I still don't get the marks that I studied hard for. I felt so discouraged when I first received my results, I felt seriously disappointed in my results for Chinese, social studies and Home Economics despite studying till late night. I'm gonna study so much harder for next semester.

It may be me that is over sensitive. I felt something is going to happen again, what have I did wrong to deserve all these? I thought everything have come to an end, but the fact that it's not ending yet. How can I stop all these things happening over and over again, and stop histories from repeating? I'm very tired of it, having to face so many problems and all are the same, can all these just stop? I kept telling myself, it may be myself being too sensitive, but in fact, it's all true, it's all right into my face, i can't run away from it.
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The 1 encouraging thing is that I did well for my Mathematics for Paper2. I got 29/40 and Mr Teng is satisfied with my good good results! He told me to keep up the good work and yes, he read the short poems behind my Paper1 when I wrote when I was waiting for paper to finish. He said I'm lack of confidence and get discouraged easily, yes. I will try to kick away this stupid thing and be confident. My brother said before that I have no self-esteem too. Well, I'm born to be having more imperfections then others, i guess.

Choir will be resumed tomorrow, which means that my 1st duty as a Chairman would be happening tomorrow, I'm so scared that I won't be able to do a good job. But every thing i do, I will do my best. Wish me good luck for tomorrow's CIP.
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