♥ Date: Monday, August 03, 2009
I've got only a pathetic 5 minutes for me to post now cos I got to go to bed real soon.
Today is the Taking Over Ceremony and everything ended up screwed up when I wanted a good one. Seriously I've been asking myself, what did I do good after taking over this position? Everything I do doesn't go the way I expected it to be, somehow someway someone would tell me, it's not your fault, it's because communication breakdown, it's because you're not informed and some sort of things like this that I tired avoiding. Somehow, maybe it's a way when I can learn to be more responsible in someway. I hope no more
BIGGGG obstacles come my way anymore.
Studies have not been a good one, didn't really do well in tests, including Chinese, I mean, ESPECIALLY. I didn't do well even for my best subject, what am I doing? I have to do well in both CCA and Studies, I am not coping well, I hope someday after I adapt to it I will get back to how I am last time or maybe even better. I got to aim high, dream big and do it, but somehow, I don't know where to get the confidence from, hmm.
Okay I'm left with pathetic 2 min.
Stopping here with my long naggings, now I do believe in miracles, somehow.
p/s: I saw Wenjie and Bernard last week, I got so hyper-ed and I feel like i'm really crazy, when I'm not supposed to, I guess. LOL.
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